What would you do?

Today in work we were talking about the eventual fall of the United States. How the UN has it all panned out and it is already being acted on. It's listed out in Agenda 21. But I'm not here to talk about that. We talked about how it is supposed to happen, one part is having police go door to door and take our guns. And when we resist, they send in UN soldiers. And to pay off the debt, they are allowed to take anything they want. Now this is based, I'm sure, in some truth, but if it is all real I don't know and I don't want to know. But it boiled down to our rights being taken and the guys all agree, they will not go without a fight.

What I would like to take a moment to discuss is; Could you kill someone?

That is a tough question. I believe I could kill an animal to survive. But I would feel terrible. I know I would say a prayer for the animal, much like the Native Americans did. But would I be able to kill a person? I have struggled with that question, surprisingly quite a bit. No, I never thought about murdering someone, it was more how I feel I am. I feel I am a viking. I feel like I am left over from that time when vikings sailed the seas and were feared. I feel like I am a warrior, strong and brave, willing to take on any foe with my sword. I feel like I am a Knight, a protector and a guardian of good. But am I?

I do believe I am some of those. But I do not know if I could kill. My friend said he could. It is self-defense, it is not going quietly into the night. I would like to think I could do that. And I might be able to. But I have a feeling that several things could happen to me, none of which I would like.

The first thing I think of when I think of having to kill someone is that the person I am would be gone. I would cease to exist. What would take my place would be a broken person. Someone who has lost all meaning and just exists. He would be an outcast, a shell of what I am now. Or I could break and turn into a killer. Start enjoying the kills and keep on doing it until I die. Or I could make peace with what I did, and the reasons for it. I would be able to do it again but I would be remorseful each time. I hope the last one is what would  happen.

I hope that I would never have to kill someone to protect my loved ones. But if I had to, I believe I could. What became of me is anyone's guess, All I know is that God would help me through it. It is a scary thing to think that we might be heading down the path of a new civil war. But we are a nation of great people, with like minds of freedom. This land would be shattered, but somewhere the American spirit, that part of all of us that make America what it is, would live on. Even if some idiots in the government try to mess that up more than they have already, we will still be here. We will still fight. We will still be free.

God, bless this land and it's people. May we slowly move back toward you. May we come to know you as a nation once again, and be a land who honor you and seek you with all we are. Amen.